Paradigm

In my current universes,

At the time,

You decided one day

It was safer to be visibly absent.

But the forever of promises

Don’t quite forget;

And the algorithms calculated your

Inaction as action.

You can never really find home again:

I was looking for peace

You brought me torture

Served in exquisite arrangements-

5- star dining, gold- coated entrees,

Terribly mimicking the universe.

Floating outside of existence-

What paradigms, alternate realities, wavelengths and frequencies

I walk in alone;

Peaceful and lonely.

I should have never opened the door

And after all,

I think you didn’t really know me;

There are so many doors:

No frequencies welcoming you:

Crawling or running,

Low frequencies or high frequencies,

Your attempts at fierce amplitudes:

Your energy is merely mortal:

No potential to any one of my paradigms.

~By Maryum Khalid~